Alexis is an energy guide and transformation facilitator who can assist all those who are choosing to open themselves to their heart, to the depths of who they are and allow their expanded soul self to be part of their daily life. This choice creates a complete paradigm shift, it reorients inner and outer life and touches every aspect of your being. It includes integration of shadow self to realise yourself as whole.
Overtime, you start experiencing incredible freedom, passion & joy for life as well as phenomenal abundance in all different ways.
Alexis is passionate about self expression through creativity, sovereignty, freedom and sacredness of all life.
Alexis also channels for our non-physical friends; Ascended Masters Mary Magdalene, Yeshua and St Germain.
Experience of Realisation from Caterpillar to Butterfly
I've always wanted to know how everything works. And most of all, I wanted to be free.
Throughout my life I explored a wide variety of materials. As a teenager I delved into the workings of the mind, psychology, social sciences, philosophies, biology, geology, history and the way of mechanical devices from cars, computers, jet engines to space rockets. In my late teens I discovered quantum physics, astrophysics and cosmology. I was hoping that these will give me the answers to the mysteries of life.
Why are we here? Why is there suffering in the world and the lack of freedom? How can this be changed? Why does my heart feel so broken and how can I heal it? These and many other questions occupied my mind.
Soon I realised that the sciences were fascinating and practical as they improved the lives of humans in many ways. But they did not give me the answers I was looking for. They also created a lot of environmental and ethical problems themselves and had no remedy for my broken heart.
I traveled from Slovenia, moved into the world and eventually settled in Australia. The travels gave me the experience of many different cultures and the great range of beliefs that people hold. I noticed the limitations within the thinking process and the beliefs, and how these shape the lives of people in different parts of the globe. I also noticed that majority of people had similar issues of broken hearts regardless of which culture they lived in.
This led me to metaphysics and spirituality. I delved into channeled work, the western self-help philosophy and its circles, astrology, numerology, eastern thought, reiki, buddhism, shamanism and more. I read the bible cover to cover. I researched ancient sumerian texts, red sea scrolls and others texts. I met many people within these environments.
I was a great researcher who tested the theories on myself and had no problem in letting things go if they did not work for me in every day reality. How do I bridge the divide between the spirit and matter so that heaven is not in some far away unreachable place?
My focus started shifting from the external conditions to the workings of my own internal world. I noticed the turmoil, battles and the lack of freedom that was on the inside of me. This was reflected in my outer reality. I became aware of my own state of consciousness, the play of the light and the dark within me. I became aware of the war that was raging inside of me; ancient and unresolved. The typical light and dark battles. I became aware of my own precious Shadow Self.
Finally I became consciously aware of Archangel Michael who assisted me on my journey of awakening and then through the integration of my heart and soul.
With great help from amazing friends, people that I met along the way, and of course my blood family. Amazing teachers & facilitators that have made huge difference on my journey.
I received great support, teaching and encouragement from the Ascended Masters Yeshua, Mary Magdalene, St Germain and my non-physical friends including Seth, Lazaris, Abraham Hicks, Kryon and Adamus. My beloved Nature, always the Nature.
I discovered myself as a Soul that has a name Sikah-Ra. A name that keeps changing its tone and is like a song. And my own I Am that I Am, the part that always was, is and will be.
And Then What Happened
And so it happened that Mikael asked me to put my sword down; to stop fighting the 'enemy out there', to try to change the external world so that I would feel better. I needed to step away and heal my inner world instead. Which at the time was impossible for me to do because I was not able to see my sword. Fighting and battling was such an ingrained part of me. The great tradition of Michael spiritual family, the endless battles for justices, the oppressed, the victims, those in need, the freedom, for truth, my truth... while at the same time ignoring my own inner shadow self.
I carried the sword and used it on regular a basis. It was my pen, it was my words...I was a fighter in a modern sense. I was engaged in many battles for truth on a daily basis. With other people, with friends, workmates, my family members. I thought my truth was the only truth and others should take on my truth too. If only they would change into what I envisioned for them, then all would be alright, was my way of thinking. I had very defined ideas about the light and dark and I only could see the dark on the outside of me. In others, in problems of the world.
I always took the side of the light as I perceived it, which then cast a great big shadow. My own shadow. The shadow which unconsciously co-created so much of my life, my wounded story. It took me a while to realise that I was projecting my own darkness onto the outside world, onto other people...and that the real battles were raging on the inside of me, creating wounds and breaking my own heart. There are no winners in this ancient story of the battle of dark and light. Because you are unconsciously battling yourself, your own unaccepted parts. Your own shadow. Your own darkness. Trying to suppress it, destroy it. It took me a number of years to allow the hidden treasures of my own shadow self to be released, to become conscious. For it holds our divinity, our creativity, joy, passion, the feminine side...
As we know, neither the light or dark can destroy each other as they are of equal strength. For they are equal parts of the whole self, made of the same stuff. Both are equal parts of you. And I.
The journey of stepping out of the battle, of integration of light and dark within me took a few years and was very involved, very intense. It was full of amazing discoveries also, the thrill of living, the self healing of inner wounds. It was full of accepting and then letting go of things I thought were impossible to move. Dissolving patterns that before seemed impossible to change. It would take books and books to describe. This journey of self love, acceptance and allowing has taken more courage than anything I have experienced before.
The awakening journey and then the time of realisation enabled me to melt the veils and walls between the human world and that of other realms. There is no more requirement of any intermediaries, messengers, mediators or any rituals to establish the connection between the Human, the Soul and the I Am that I Am. The Divine Trinity. These were but a breath away, always present in the realm of unconsciousness. Like the underwater part of iceberg; the 'iceberg' is always whole but the underwater part can not be perceived by the 'un-awakened' human.
The connection is permanent, the relationship real. My inner world is completely different than it used to be. It has transformed and transmuted. My own direct channel to the constant spring of my own well being is open. I feel constant support, acceptance, love and interaction between my own Divine Parts. There is not one part of me that can ever feel alone or abandoned again. Or without support. I have found the solution, the healing of all the issues I had. The separation was the main issue. Living in the small box of the separated mind was the issue. Creating my realty based on that separation, with all that entailed, was the issue.
The creation, the Earth that we are part of, is a vast space and this vastness of being is here to be enjoyed, to be experienced, to be danced with. There are solutions, there are myriads of choices. This new path is dynamic, challenging, exhilarating. It continuously stretches me beyond anything I thought I would dare to do, to be and it keeps expanding. It forever changes the very basis of the human self and how she relates to her existence, to life itself.
This path has never been walked before. The acceptance of self, the self love. The light and dark that dance together in respect of each other and create New Energy, New Worlds. The integration of feminine and masculine. The fearless life. The Spirit walking the Earth in Human body.
And what of the Archangel....well he is no longer stuck with having to wear the tight and uncomfortable battle gear when relating with me. Or a heavy sword. I don't need protection any more and I don't need him to destroy any monsters on my behalf. Because that monster was my own shadow. A shadow that is no longer a stranger to me, nor is it an enemy that carries all the darkness that I did not want to acknowledge or accept within myself. I no longer project that shadow on the rest of the world and put the blame on it or fight it out there. Archangel, well she can be the brother, he can be the sister and a friend. An integrated facet of self. It is what she was looking forward to the whole time. To this living and breathing relationship, the intimacy of friendships, the joy of living.
The realisation that all is within. The Archangel. The Soul. The I Am that I Am. No longer needing to define Self except for the purposes of play in the joy of the moment. Integrated and whole. Realised. I Am that I Am. And so We Are.
Allowing, embodying, getting to know, getting used to, dancing with, exploring and just being in the radiance of my own being. The Inner Suns. Experiencing this radiance, how it manifests itself, which directions it flows, learning to tolerate its intensity, playing with it and just enjoying how it feels.
A large stream of radiance is directed at the body which adores the attention. It enjoys the new movements, new ways of energy flow and new feelings.
The surprising thing about this incredible time is just how alive I feel and how interested in the world I am. My interest has awakened into so many things again after such long time of intense inner focus. It seems like a contradiction; on one hand it is a very private time, on the other, I am immersing myself in the exploration of life and all its facets. The interests keep growing and I can also now see new depths in people and situations that I've never been able to notice or feel before.
I have not imagined life in this way, my human self had no idea. It feels good, it feels happy, joyful. It feels like a butterfly bouncing from flower to flower in the endless abundance of the flowering fields.
This is the life after coming back to self, after bridging the separation between me and me.
Choosing and experiencing different perspectives on all; the today, yesterday and tomorrow. Identification with stories that were, who I thought I was, are like books. When I read a book, I can immerse myself into a story 'completely' and yet always knowing that I can put the book away and walk away. I can choose another book, a completely different story.
This is what being whole means. The luxury, or rather, the naturalness of being all perspectives and none at all as I Am that I Am. It gifts you with the overview, and as a human you can then identify and dis-identify with any story. This is the freedom. The ability to not be stuck in anything and at the same time immerse oneself 'completely' into wherever joy takes you. Who knew that such freedom existed.
There can be so many perspectives and stories on our journey of integration, and rightly so.
There is also a perspective of simplicity. The whole process of awakening, of clearing, of integrating, of transforming, can be overwhelming and many times confusing. It is a big job. You often don't see the purpose of it all when you are in its depths.
And when it is done, you see how simple it all really is. All of it had to do with transforming everything that is dividing you from the reality of yourself, from the reality of your own being.
And that is it.
Once you exist in the reality of your own being, your job is done.
And of course, it is at the same time just the beginning. Always the beginning.
A whole new world opens up for you and in you. A world of free flowing enjoyment, sensuality, curiosity, aliveness, creativity, play, exploration...and much that has no words. Nor does it need any words. It is a feeling, an experience.
And the story continues...
Alexis Srsa 2022